❝ If you focus on what you've left behind, you'll never be able to see what lies ahead. ❞
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
 I seiously don`t know what I am in your eyes anymore. Whatever it is, I`m always the last to know, or I won`t even be able to know. Even when you`re going overseas, you don`t even give a damn to text me a message saying that you`re going overseas or something. You`d rather tell others then me. This is you! Always telling me how important am I to you whenever I did something for you, but right after that second, you`ve change to another person, just like a stranger to me. Why am I so dumb and stupid to help you in all this, when you don`t even give a fucking damn about it? I cared so much about you and yet I get all this in return. Why do I even tag hearts and buy acash items for you? All this that I`ve done for you, I only ask for you to return in audi. But never.. I did so much for you is just to draw our gap closer. But all you did was, heck care. Alt-f4 at me. -.- All this I`ve already swallowed down my throat. How much more you want me to take? :( I may seems like I don`t care/mind, but deep inside my heart, whatever you`ve done to me, hurts me alot ye. Sometimes I really wanna give up on our brother-ship. But I can`t bring myself to do so..  Maybe it`s really time for me to let things go and start a new fresh soon. After Edelweiss Ring, I`m gonna go back on my guy account, which I don`t know am I able to get used to it. But no matter how hard it will take for me to get used to everything, I`ll still have to try.. Because you`re no longer the one I`m close with, no longer the one I knew and I must remind myself constantly that you`re really gone this time..  |
Yours Faithfully
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