❝ If you focus on what you've left behind, you'll never be able to see what lies ahead. ❞
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
你不懂我的那些憔悴,是你永远不曾过的体会. 最后的痛苦是手放开.. I'm always pretending I'm happy and fine. I'm always trying to satisfied you, giving you what I can. And what I get back in return is this. Do you think its fair to me? Have you ever put yourself in my shoe and think about it? Does this have to continue? How long does this last? I really want to see what am I to you. Everything, I'll never understand. Sometimes, I've felt cheated, left out and even felt that the world is leaving me behind. Catching up seemed impossible.. Its you who will always be there for me. Whenever I'm down, you will always be there to cheer me up no matter how. Its you who always let me feel so comfortable and lively. Whenever you are always with me, I feel comfortable and feel so free from troubles. Its you who let me feel so hurt now. Whatever you've promised me are all fake. I always wanna talk things out with you. Clarifying every single thing about us with you, but I have no courage. I'm afraid of you ignoring me even more. I'm afraid of the answers, not I want. "Let it go", thats what I always hear around me. But what I always tell them is I cant..Its because you're too hard to let go. If I could, I've already given up long ago. Can you understand what I'm thinking? I don't know how to express out what I'm feeling and thinking, cause I've already loss of words. Days by days, I'm missing our pass.. I can't forget what is no longer the same.. |
Yours Faithfully
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