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Saturday, October 17, 2009
 Sigh! I have got so much to say, but I don't know how to express them through words.. Seriously, I hate staying at home whenever my family members are home. Somehow .. I'd rather if I'm not born in this fucking family. How I wish I'm born in a REALLY rich family. Than I can quit school straight away, and start my own business! But well ... I can dream about it, but it'll never come true! :) Recently, my temper is getting from bad to worse. Just about small things, I can get so angry and raise my voice. -.- Sometimes, I really can't stand my sister and father. Their the ones that I seriously hate them alot! Keep kp whenever I play audition! I seriously hate it lor. What does it got to do to them, when I play audi? So what if I bang my ctrl very loud? Work for the whole fucking day, and when I finally can play audi, they start to bark! How would you guys feel, if your family members are like that? Can't even play even after working a full-shift! Really don't feel like staying in this home anymore lor. How I wish I've got somewhere to go and don't come back! Yesterday, I quearlled with that bitch because of a computer. I don't know what's the big idea of creating 2 different acc in 1 computer!? Why can I just use the main one? When I'm only playing auiditon? Why must seperate? Not like I will fucking go see her folders right? Ccb. Everytime she needs to use my camara, I lend it to her. But when I wanna lend things from her, her jiaowei jitao is alot one lor. Say what I always use her things, then I never lend her my things. -.- Wtf la hor! _l_ Quearlled with her about this, and I fucking hate my father! Such a bastard la hor! You know what? He punch me on my face, just because I shouted. I'll fucking hate him for that! I'll never forget this punch. I'm seriously gonna make him pay for this. And my cheeck still hurts when I touch it lor. Please fucking don't talk to me! Not enough money to give me already, yet he still wanna buy what 4D, Toto, etc. Still say I'm the one spending his money? Fuck, I tell you! _l_ Ever since I started working, he keep asking me to use my own pay to pay things for myself. EVEN DAILY ALLOWANCE ALSO! Please la? Is he plaint stupid or just dumb? $500+ pay every month is never enough for someone like me, okay! Sigh.... So many things happen this week. I seriously don't wanna stay at home during my off days lor. And if I could, I don't wanna go home.. Anybody wanna find me out on weekends and during my off days? All of a sudden, I miss my secondary school life and my classmates.. ;lone |
Yours Faithfully
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